you must keep moving forward and let go of the past. if you keep dwelling on past mistakes and screw-ups, you will never fully be in the present moment. whether you're building a new friendship or fixing an old one, or doing something that will change your life forever, always be open-minded and act positive in difficult situations. i get it, life's rough, and you sometimes feel that you are completely helpless and nobody loves you or that you aren't noticed anymore or cared about. it's okay to feel those sort of things, and i understand with full knowing. just make sure to stay close to your family and friends when you feel that you have lost everything. if you haven't seen a friend in a while, be sure to check in with them and ask how their day has been. you're doing your best, and i know that with a lot of hoping and believing, you can do amazing things that will inspire others. you may cry and be upset or confused when it comes to seeing someone you haven't seen in a while. take it slow, and remember, you are always loved and cared for by so many wonderful people. just take some time and think about that for a moment :)